( my xmas stocking )

leave sum msgs please i'm feeling in a pants mood today :(

*clears throat* celebrations started on wed with me goin to sidewalk with my mate lauz who i hadn't seen for ages and getting so bladdered i can't remember the first part of my actual bday which was thursday mornin lol
so thurs was a good day, went to work....late from motivation tho the lie in did help but i still would of been late into work lol, went to my mate sams as per always which was great as i had........GUINNESS BDAY CAKE!!! wooage!! bless which my friend made from scratch and it was absolutley fab!!! friday i went out for a meal with my best mate H and her girlfriend Lou as they couldn't make sat and it was indeedy lovely, the night ended earlier than expected so i decided to head down to my local for a few (and for those of ya that don't know i split up with my fella a few weeks back) so it was the first time i'd seen him since the split and as he wanted to come out with me on sat for at least the spoons part of the nite i thought we'd get the awkwardness over and done with a day earlier than expected, well it was awkward but the guys at the pub were brill and said it was nice to see me, and i have never sunk continuous wkd blue so quick in all my life (yes quicker than a con lol) so again hangover no 2 added to hangover no1 woop!! doin well!! needless to say the nite ended quite traumatically but there a few resolves made which i think made things a little easier considering my local is still his local as well!
so then we had sat, the day i've been looking forward to all week just to find out what julie really has been up to lol!! work was boring altho my best mate of 20 years whos new baby was actually due on my bday ended turning up on saturday instead to sat nite turned into a double celebration (nice one loz :) ) so cycled home got ready, got my pressies of julie which were a fab surprise!!! really didn't expect it at all!! then we headed off to town for the first leg of the nite (u guys are gonna kill me for not knowing how to use a cut right? RIGHT!? lol) so got to spoons and all the guys from the pub kit,ian,zoe,martin and mike were there so we had a few drinkies but am still gutted we didn't have enough time for a pitcher as me and mike were goin thru the menu, got a nice present and card from mike and a card from kit (both unexpected lol!!) then after panicking most of my buds forgot, most of em come in one big bundle lol so then we headed off leaving the pub lot and went to pompey to meet peeps and go bowling and of course.....get pissled!! so we get there and wait for the ever fab isie, and when we get to the bowling alley theres a tara and a jamesey!!!! such a fab surprise as i really didn't know who was goin to be there ( tho i was a wee bit mean in spoons earlier on coz i slipped poor julie up and got out of her who the first person was as it turns out was her fab freind lauren lol!!) then who else do we find....a stacie and matt....a stacie who fibbed and told me she couldn't go so once again i was chuffed they were there, then we found a sam and paul who i met at thorpe park but are regulars of the same local as me and good freinds of kit, then about 20 mins later......a pete gets there!!!!! which i don't think even julie knew so all in all a lot of great surprise guestage that nite lol!!
anyhow we all had a great time, managed to get in 2 games of bowling which as it turns out me and julie really suck...the shoes were nice tho lol and the guys thrashed the girls....by alot but we did have a pair of saving graces on our team....they're called isie and lauren....me and julie gave up near the end of the first game and just tried to find different was of throwing a bowling ball (as it turns out theres quite alot lol) after that and a heck of alot more alcohol....me and julie decided on a bit of dancing....by this time myself and julie were quite pissed so the dancing (at least on my part) was alot left to be desired....but they played buttcrack(well not exactly THAT version) which just had to be danced too!! we didn't end up goin clubbing afterwards as a few of us were getting real low on cashage (can't believe how much i spent that day!!) so i snuck out a blue i hadn't finished and we all made our way home. cue hangover no 3 which adds on to hangover no1 and no2. sunday mornin......oh hell i didn't want to get up!!!! but unfortunatley i had to as it was my nans 90th bday so we headed to northampton for a whole hour and a half, took us 3 hours to get there and 4 hours to get back......i did alot of sleeping sunday...and so here i am at work typing all my bday thank yous and the big bastard edition of my life in 4 days coz we all know i'm a lazy so an so and prob won't blog again for aaaageeeeeees.....so this makes up for it lol anyways enough of the ramblage oh i lost 9 pounds last month......need to continue that and lose what i've put on in alcohol and bday cake this last week.....i dread weighing myself just exactly to find out how much i've put on so i won't and will continue weighing myself monthly (5th of every month) and will work extra hard now!!

anyhoo thought i'd also post this here as i put it mainly for starfury, but u guys on my freinds list here are prety much all mentioned lol

right first off thanks to everyone who posted bday mesages here and sent texts.

thanks to Lisa, Jewlz, Lynn,kNICkers, ClaireE and Zoda pop for the cards

also thanks so much to everyone who put their little bit in for the book, i got it on sat and its awesome, brings back so many memories, so a big thanks to H,Lauren,Lisa,Jewlz,Lynn,ClaireE, kNICkers,Jason,Narin and Zoe who put it all together, thanks so much guys it rocked!!

and last but not least thanks to the guys who sent julie webcam/phone msgs to put onto cd, was brill watching them so big thanks to julie and family, lisa,cay clairee, jo,carol,adam,olly,zoe (spoon wars rocked!!!)Del and H and everyone else who contributed, was a lovely present and again something i'll keep forever and ever.

Isie,LaurenPete,Jamesey and Tara thanks so much for comin on sat was great to see you all there, i had a wonderful time and i'm glad u guys were a part of it!!

i will now commence recoverment of the 4 day hangover-lack of sleep i have, stay shiney peeps and thanks again!!!

luv u all loads!!

well, so far i'm doing well on this dieting thingy, i've gotten into a routine i'm happy with and haven't felt the need to snack at all and am sure i've at least slimmed up even tho i haven't been able to do any exercise or even cycle to work as i have a nasty cold and i just want to crawl into my bed and stay there for like the next 2 weeks lol!!

anyhow on the 29th i'm going to thorpe park for fright night and am well looking forward to it, i've finally figured out what i'm doing for my costume and with the help of the lovely julie, hopefully it should be sorted out in time.

well i'm at work, and now my dad has my cold too, which helps lol tis typical one of the weekends i'm sooper busy and i get a sodding cold!!!! and i don't get time off work now that my dads got a job from 3 til 9 so i'm suffering thru, i think its getting better, yesterday was the worst but still feel bunged up, on the plus side i finished quantum leap series 2 last nite after the horrifically bad england match against croatia...tut still pompey are playing sat so hopefully that'll cheer me up....even tho i'll be at work and can't watch the match on tele lol!!

hope everyones doing good!!

Laraxxxxxxxxxxx

A group of us have got together and have decided to lose weight, supporting each other, the idea of doing it for charity was born.

After submitting charitys we all supported, a vote was taken and Cancer Research was the clear winner.

Take a look at our web page
http://www.justgiving.com/conventionalslimmers

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
( ) Boondock Saints
() Fight Club
() Starsky and Hutch
() Neverending Story
() Blazing Saddles
() Airplane

Total:3

() The Princess Bride
() AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
() Napoleon Dynamite
() Labyrinth
( ) Saw
( ) Saw II
( ) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
( ) Anger Management
( ) 50 First Dates
( ) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement

Total: 0
Running total :3

(x ) Scream
(x ) Scream 2
(x ) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
( ) Scary Movie 3
( ) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
()American Wedding
( )American Pie Band Camp

Total:7
Running Total : 10

() Harry Potter 1
() Harry Potter 2
() Harry Potter 3
() Harry Potter 4
(x ) Resident Evil 1
(x ) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Little Black Book
( ) The Village
( ) Lilo & Stitch

Total:3
Running total :13

() Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(x ) Signs
( ) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre (new one)
( ) White Chicks
( ) Butterfly Effect
( ) 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
( ) Robots

Total:2
Running total :15

(x)Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(x) Universal Soldier
( ) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
(x ) Deep Impact
(x) KingPin
(x ) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
( ) Meet the Fockers
( ) Eight Crazy Nights
( ) Joe Dirt
() KING KONG

Total:6
Running total : 21

( ) A Cinderella Story
( ) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
() Dumb & Dumberer
(x ) Final Destination
(x ) Final Destination 2
( ) Final Destination 3
( ) Halloween
( ) The Ring
( ) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
( ) Flu

Total: 3
Running total : 24

( ) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x ) Practical Magic
() Chicago
( ) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
() Hellboy
( ) The Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole nine yards
( ) The Whole Ten Yards

Total: 2
Running total :26

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
( ) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
() Just Married
( ) Gothika
( ) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
( ) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
( ) The Grudge (the Japanese version Ju On counts)
(x) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask

total: 3
Running total : 29

(x) Bad Boys 2
( ) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Sleven
() Ocean's Eleven
() Ocean's Twelve
() Identity
( ) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
() Predator I
() Predator II
( ) TheFog (original)
(x) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
( ) Curious George

Total: 4
Running total : 33

(x)Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
( ) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Children of the Corn
( ) My Boss' Daughter
( x) Maid in Manhattan
( ) Frailty
() War Of The Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2

Total: 4
Running total : 37

( ) Best Bet
( ) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
() Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
() Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
() Big Trouble in Little China
() The Terminator
() The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3

Total:3
Running total :40

(x) X-Men
(x) X2
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
() Sky High
() Jeepers Creepers
( ) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
( ) Freaky Friday
() Reign of Fire
( ) The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
( ) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2

Total:9
Running total : 49

() Equilibrium
(x ) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
() Old School
( ) The Notebook
( ) K-Pax
( ) Krippendorf's Tribe
( ) A Walk To Remember
( ) Ice Castles
( ) Boogeyman
( ) The 40-year-old-virgin
( ) The Prophecy
( ) Nacho Libre
() REservoir Dogs

Total: 1

Final Total: 50 lol

right just copied and pasted this from starfury boards...

i had an awesome weekend full of much drinkage and fun, was great to see alot of good friends again and really enjoy myself, shout outs go to....

JEWLZ - you are the bestest peach anyone could ever want!! you put up with so much from me and sorted out hotels and fluff for us so thank you so much! we had such a laugh, you are one of my bestest friends ever! ya!!!

EMZ - well it certainly was an experience sharing with you lol!!!, can't believe how many bumps and bruises you got over the course of the weekend you poor thing!! anywayz you had some great costume changes and looked wonderful all weekend long and are a top bird!!! *hugs*

NARIN - great to see you again hun, i promise to save you next time lol and got lots of narin hugs coz your my fave narin you know....and my only narin lol!! see you in a couple weeks!!

CHRISMMMMKAAAAY - good to see ya again mate, you are an absolute star for putting up with us and ferrying us back to our rooms bless ya, hopes you liked your pressie from peach and me and see ya in a couple weeks!!

JASON - as always good to see ya hun you once again had me in stitches with your various impersonations and all round madness, i really do hope to be at s4!!

MATT - your our favourite Matty!!! was great to get to know you better at this con and our roadtrip was indeedy fun lol!!

MARIA - great to see you again hun even if it was brief, am gonna develop photies today so can't wait to see the shp madness of sat afternoon lol and thank you for cake twas very yummy indeedy lol!!

CLAIRE E - as always great to see you again, didn't get to speak that much this weekend but had a laugh on sun and hopefully some good photos too!!

TAMMIE - Great to see ya again, can't wait to see the random photies lol enjoyed our random chat in our room and i'm glad u liked your pressie, hope to see you soon hun!!

JO - i owe you a pack of fags lol, thanks so much hun espesh when i reeeeaaally needed a cig bless ya, was awesome to see ya again and look forward to seeing you soon!!

PETE - what can i say, your a nutter, sunday nite was eerily so much like s2 it was unreal!! also jewlzs shoes were so your colour lol!!!

ANDI - was great to see you again hun, was a laugh sun nite, yellow poo and getting told off in the corridors coz of talking about the three p's lol

MICHELLE, ANTHONY AND KELLY - was awesome to meet you guys, hope to see you again soon at future events!!

CAROL - was awesome to see you again hun even if it was for just one day it was still awesome!!

STEPHEN AND RANDOM JOHN - Was great to see you guys and get some stephen hugs hope to see ya at s4 if i can make it!!

TARA AND JAMESEY - long time no see eh lol!! was great to see ya again guys i hope your feeling better soon tara and i got some jamesey hugs yay lol!!

SQUONK - great to see ya again, your an awesome dude and i actually know your namee this time lol!!!

Also shout outs to SIANN, ASTON,ISIE,SPONGE BOB CHRIS,LAUREN,CLAIRE, KIM,SUE,SLIPPY,PAUL,DAMIEN,GEM,AMY,BRETT,JAMIE,GRANDMA JON,GORDON and anyone else i met and spoke to this weekend your all awesome and help make it a good weekend indeedy!!!

last and not least a thanks to sean harry for a fabtastic con and of course to all the wonderful guests for coming over and sharing this weekend with the rest of us

BRING ON S4!!!!!!

Laraxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

weeeell i thought it was about time i'm being waaaaay too lazy..

anyhoo we did a kinda pompey meet for the boards on sat and taz and hubby and jamessey boy came along, i know alot of peeps who said last min they couldn't make it or i didn't hear from some peeps but nevermind good times was still had and i know that peeps for ages have been trying to arrange a southern meet so i wasn't too surprised alot of peeps couldn't make it and also tis quite near s3 but as i said never mind.
i also bought my other half and 2 mates from the pub along and we had 2 great games of bowling with jamesey kicking martins arse on the second game (nice one lol!!)and me comin last or second to last everytime lol and there were much drinkage, (didn't help we'd been down the pub beforehand watching the england game lol), so after the guys left at about 12 those of us left decided to go to tiger tiger courtesy of kit bless (i owe that guy a few drinks!!) and that was a laugh i'd never been clubbing there before but tis a nice place the only thing missing from that night were mucho shots or cocktails saying that the club didn't have wkd blue or guinnai either *grumble*
only thing that bugged me only slightly tho as he was quite drunk....no very drunk, was that me other half kept going on all night how he didn't trust me with other guys which is fine, but on a night out trying to have a good time you don't want to hear that every 5 mins so that was slightly annoying as it gives the impression he don't trust me and after the shit i've been thru over my life relationship wise was a bit of a kick.
other than that the shops been crawling along....and when i say crawling i mean it lol we got bills coming out of our arse and practically no money lets just say i'm incredibly lucky to be able to even make s3 lol and am very much looking forward to it!
losing weight wise i'm doing well tho i can't cycle to work anymore as some twat stole my bike outside my shop....and i'd only just got it fixed as well *grumble* so waiting for my new one which should have been here yesterday so am still waiting.
got so many things to do and not enough money to get to them so have been slightly stressed lately on the plus side tho i now have every season of voyager woop!!! just need to complete angel now!!

anywayz i'll stop rambling now coz i feel like i'm writing an essay lol!!!

Laraxxxxxxxxxxxx

i'm sooooooooo pissed off its unbelievable, i'm fucking tierd, its too fucking hot to sleep and to top it off wanking paypal won't let me get into my fucking account to pay for something because ''apparently'' my fucking passwords wrong........funny how i used it this morning and to top it off i've sent email after email to paypal to try and get hold of my fucking password but have i heard anything??? HAVE I FUCK!!, fucking stupid twatty barstard interfuckingnet!!!!!!!

in short......not happy

right first off i don't know how to use a cut so apologies lol, anywayz tis about time i updated coz i actually have stuff to update on woooo can't have my journal consisting of today was boring...not much happened lol!!!

anywayz over the past month or so i've actually got myself a boyfreind *shock horror* teehee anywayz it is going well but i still can't help but thinking this is too good to be true, he's been absolutley fine but i still have a few issues to contend with.

moving on few weeks back i went to milton keynes for c9 and the mk meet, the journey wasn't too bad, julie booked us a right bargain but it did take it out of ya also i would of liked to have stayed and saw the serenity talk. (damnit lol) on friday it was julie, me,shorty,narin,chrismmmmkaaaay,kNICkers, Del and H and we all went to whetherspoons(which compared to our shitty little gosport one is mahooooooosive...and not full of chavs!!) in the evening for a meal, the food was lovely!!!also helped that i was starving and wanted to get some grub quick coz i was feeling quite pissed after one guinness!!! anywayz it was a lovely night catching up with the guys but only julie,chris,narin and myself lasted til closing time at which point me and the peach went back to our hotel and attempted to get in the room without waking the others up (which ain't easy when the peachy one is trying to make ya laugh bless her lol!!!)
the next day we went to meet the coreys....or rather everyone else did, it was a cool day i didn't end up getting any of my autos which i was slightly gutted about (espesh missing alan WAAAAAHHHHH lol) but i bought julie a nice lost boys pic that she had her eye on as an early bday pressie which she loved and took round to get signed bless. when we had to leave (my ticket number for alan had just come up so you can imagine how crap i was feeling lol!!!) we got to the coach and waited for ages as it was 20 mins late (meaning i could of stayed and met alan again....WAAAAAHHHHHH) but we got home in good time after such a wkd weekend!!!

Weekend just gone was the first con of the year and the very last starfury angel con, so on me and peach went on the coach in fareham this time after the other half dropped off, got there in good time to meet lynn and margaret....well after we figured out where we were supposed to go silly airport terminals lol!!! we were waiting in the international arrivals not uk...doh. anywayz got to the hotel and first met the lovely Tam and Jo and my boyfreind claire lol!! after we checked in and ditched our stuff we chilled out in our room and cracked some bottles open until the opening ceremony where we
wandered down, it was awesome, for starters VINCENT KARTHEISER WAS THERE!!!!! i was over the fucking moon!!!! i never thought he'd be at nfa so that was awesome and they had clare kramer, steve carlson (kane) and Keith Szarabajka back which was also awesome along with j august richards,amy acker, andy hallett, dayne johnson and adrienne wilkinson as it was this line up was fab and it just got better!!
after that twas time to partay!!! so we got in our costumes(which i looked hideous in, in fact looking at photos on the net i look hideous in pretty much everything i wore this weekend lol) and got quite successfully drunk waaaaaay!!
next day we did mainly con stuff tho in the morning i got quite homesick which was weird but i'm putting that down to waking up still drunk as nfa was my 9th con and i've never been homesick before lol the evening was a good laugh finally got to meet carol aka the sparkly cheeeeeeese and bo had her head shaved for charity it was indeed an awesome evening for catching up with peeps, twas however a shame narin wasn't there along with other missing peeps :(.
on sunday we had our picture with vinnie SQQQUUUUEEEEEEEEE!!! also got the rest of our autos most of mine however were for my mum lol by this time i've the weekend i was quite skint lol this is also the day i got emz'd about 3 times lol!!! was a bit ill in the morning.....cheeseburger did not help lol but after a while was ok, went up pub down road for tea in a nice pub called the white horse this place was tiny tho but we ate outside and the ever lovely peach bought me a jacket potato with beans and cheese which were lovely i gave all the tomatos to narin tho......as did everyone else lol!! it was lovely we all sat round and chatted about future con costumes and drank our diet coke.......cept narin lol, got cold after a while so we headed back to get into the last fancy dress of the last nite of the weekend.Twas very quiet this nite as either most peeps who were there left early this day so finding someone to talk to was a bit of a hunt sometimes but there were still many great people there and after i got a much needed kick in the arse from julie i finally got out there and was sociable lol julie, myself,narin and margaret danced alot of the nite away and it was awesome(i should of wore a sensibler dancing top tho lol)and there were quite a few birthdays this weekend i gave narin and james each their very own random spoon which myself and sponge chris personally pinched from the hotel breakfast room lol but chris wanted to use his to spank vinnie with lol!!One thing this weekend we did want to do was play some con games and julie had bought twister so at 2am julie, shorty,me,pete,kim,sue and chris bundled into our room where we played twister and ate pringles til 4am lol!! such a laugh and i'm twister champion lol wooooooo!!!
so after a great weekend we headed home monday.

so that be me peoples and remember SQUUUEEEEEEEEEEEEZE THE CHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEZE!!!!!

Laraxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx